Something I regret

Honestly, I seriously regret and god can forgive me for sinning. I've done things like lied, lusting, stolen, and most of all my mistakes. Because I would do it on purpose, thinking I could get around it in way or fashion. I despise myself when I do and pray to take it all. Plus when I do sin, then something bad happens in my life. Something is going bad with sports, school, relationships, family, or the world. So then I feel responsable for this because God is teaching a lesson. Resulting that I continue to do wrong.